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The Ocean

by smalltape

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    10% of the album’s price will be donated to the environmental organisation „One Earth – One Ocean“

    Tracklist:
    01 When the Waves divide
    02 The Ocean Pt. 1
    03 The Shore
    04 Mirror
    05 The Sailor’s Tale
    06 The Diver
    07 Kaventsmann
    08 Concrete Silence
    09 The Ocean Pt.2
    10 Picture of a Dawn

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    Tracklist:

    Side A

    When the Waves divide
    The Ocean Pt. 1
    The Shore

    Side B

    Mirror
    The Sailor’s Tale
    The Diver

    Side C

    Kaventsmann

    Side D

    Concrete Silence
    The Ocean Pt.2
    Picture of a Dawn

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The Shore 04:31
From here it’s nothing else but blue A seagull‘s crying and there is you Rushing water on the sand Like your bloodstream through our hands The sky still melts into the sea The same way like it used to be The wind was dancing with your hair A breath of salt in the air Strange to see this place Without a change Without your face
4.
Mirror 08:44
Do you want me to be the one you think you see? Do you want me to be someone, someone to be? I am here now and I face you the way you do Hello stranger, it is strange but I think I know you too Do you want me to be the one who knows his way? Do you want me to always have the words to say? I am bending, I’m pretending to be good and nice Keep on talking while every smile betrays the eyes I could be all of that If you want me to But I don’t want to Do you want me to take it all the way it is? Do you think that is something that I’d call happiness? I’m sick of this! I hate this game! Go fuck yourself and fuck your claim! And what I hate the most when you look at me Is being the one you think you see I can be all of that If you want me to But I don’t want to I will be all of that If you want me to But I don’t want to
5.
So, when the sailor asked the question I really didn’t get it, so politely I just smiled And he just nodded and sighed, then he took a sip and told me about the ocean And as his words started to pierce my mind There came a squeeze deep in my chest I always felt but would suppress And then I realized that this was just a feeling of pure longing Is this all you want in life? And as I looked into the mirror I first saw myself, then someone else and in the end ... nobody there Oh, what if all my life was just a mean to flee from my own longing? When I listen to the waves at night They tell me first I need to find myself And as I drift away I remember what the sailor had to say Is this what you want from life? Without asking yourself why does this feel like lying to yourself?
6.
The Diver 06:22
Sitting here, I watch myself drifting Carried by the waves you hear at night All around me the world was roaring But down there, I was sure, it would be quiet... I see the water rise, it comes and goes It flows and turns from glass to arctic ice and then to snow Sitting here, I watch myself sinking In growing dark my body seemed to fly I felt the heaviness of years escaping from my lungs This was when I tried my only dive I see the water rise, it fights the time It beats and bashes, flies high and crashes Collapses in white, retreats and grows to fight again…
7.
Kaventsmann 15:04
8.
Paralyzed in all sincerity Pregnant lies in front of me Fertilized by these restless dreams Nameless child – it looks like me As the worst of my enemies Killed the words for tranquility Let my thirst be a vice that belongs to me Not the first time I followed my disease Will I ever have enough? Will I get all that I want? Won’t you ever just shut up? Cause I can take this truth escaping silence... In disguise of neutrality Numb the question of morality My response comes quietly Cannot help for this appetite in me Will I ever have enough? Am I ever gonna stop? Won’t you ever just shut up? Cause I will take this truth escaping silence... In my silence like concrete You’ve been nice You didn’t leave me
9.
Beyond seas of light comes an ocean Where the people dive for emotions Secrets from the shore – water unfold them Restless souls on board – wind can’t hold them In that wide blue you find truth in what you feel Endless, deep – there roughly sleeps an ancient honesty On this ship we’ll die from devotion Never trust your mind or faith erosion Face the storms that rise – pure exhaustion Drown all compromise, all self distortion Will our fear disappear when the waves divide? Next to death our salty breath is taken by surprise We will shake as we break, softly sinking down Naked wood is all that should remain We will be found
10.
A bleeding sun is rising up While all the clocks that count could stop We sit and watch – just for a while Faintly to see your knowing smile And in this town, the darkest cave Brought light onto what midnight gave No hero left, no fool or brave But glowing sky We are safe today I can see myself in the light of your eyes Gathered pieces of my youth I’ve searched for love and I found truth The more I’ve found in this night The more I’m lost in you, but that’s alright And in that picture of a dawn As colors grow and days are born The moment rests upon your skin Where I can feel myself so deep within

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Second album by Philipp Nespital's solo project smalltape.
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released May 5, 2017

Philipp Nespital - Vocals, piano, keyboards, drums, guitars, bass guitars
Alexandra Praet - Bass guitar on "Mirror" and "Concrete Silence", additional vocals on "Concrete Silence"
Valgeir Daði Einarsson - Bass guitar on "The Ocean Pt.1", "Kaventsmann" and "The Ocean Pt.2"
Christopher Zitterbart - Additional guitar and guitar solo on "Mirror"
Stephan Pankow - Acoustic guitar on "The Sailor's Tale" and on the finale of "Kaventsmann"
Otis Sandsjö - Tenor saxophone on "The Shore", "Kaventsmann", "Concrete Silence" and "The Ocean Pt. 2"

String quartet on "When the Waves Devide", "The Ocean Pt. 1", "Kaventsmann", "The Ocean Pt. 2" and "Picture of A Dawn" performed by Martin Funda (V1), Anette Köhler (V2), Dorian Wetzel (Vla) and Leonard Petersen (Vc)



Written and produced by Philipp Nespital

Recorded by Philipp Nespital and Alexandra Praet
Drums, string quartet and additional guitars recorded by Andrew Myburgh

Mixed by Philipp Nespital
Mastered by Ludwig Maier at GKG Mastering

Artwork by Julia Kilian

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