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The Hungry Heart
04:51
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Oh my hungry heart
Say, where do you run?
So fast and still so wild
When all is quiet
I feel you so hard
Cause we are one
Oh my restless heart
Say what is this song
I feel your rushing beat is part of me
We won't fall apart
I’ll find out
Where we belong
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The Golden Siren
05:30
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I have a second shadow, it’s made of shimmering gold
A woman’s silhouette that follows me wherever I go
An appearance so engaging, it is more than a delusion
Each time I see her I am taken by her delicate glow
I‘m not afraid of no ghosts
The golden shadow never spoke, but I can hear her every morning
While the city’s still in slumber she starts singing like a lark
It’s so tempting, she‘s calling me all throughout the day
And when the voice has finally vanished, comes the echo in the dark
I‘m not afraid of no ghosts
She is everywhere I go
My golden shade
When she‘s there I know she knows
Each step I make
She’s everything that I admire but that I’ve never really had
She is all that I desire and she is all that I regret
It‘s a hell of a perfume, it‘s a scent that drives me crazy
I can smell her on the pictures, in the bar and in my bed
I want to touch her and sometimes ask her what this shit is about
But to be honest she‘s the best company I‘ve ever had
I’m not afraid of what I feel
I’m not afraid that this is real
She is everywhere I go
My golden shade
When she‘s there I know she knows
Each step I make
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3. |
Hunger
07:20
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So much appetite
I need to feed so I can beat this urge inside
No other choice to tame the noise that rules my mind
A hungry wolf that blows away your hut tonight
You know you have no chance
So you better give in
I can handle my possessions from my subjective view
But I surrender this obsession when it comes to you
This is more than a confession, it’s something we should do
Makes no sense, this whole suppression
I starve when I am with you
I say don’t be so shy
Come on, it helps to touch ourselves in darkest nights
It’s just a storm before the calm just like our lives
And what you want the most, it is disclosed inside your eyes
So come a little closer baby
Oh, I’ve been so bad
Yes, I’ve been so bad
I have been so bad
Oh, I’ve been so bad
Don’t think that I will accept when you‘re saying ’maybe not’
Cause tell me what did you expect from the man you’ve got?
Come down from your ivory tower and get down on your knees
Man must feed so I devour ’til every part of you is part of me
’Til every part of you is part of me…
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4. |
Our Desert
04:08
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A thousand miles, we’re both barefoot and blind
But still I find your hand that’s holding mine
Yes, I‘m tired, can’t tell you where to go
We got lost so all we need to know
Only time will help to pass
And time wont let us down
The nights are cold, come closer to my side
Don’t give in to the shades of harsh daylight
Safe your breath, the air is much too dry
Look at me, it’s not an end until everything is tried
We’re both the sand
And someday we’ll be the rain
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5. |
One Day
04:40
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Can someone tell me what comes next?
When nothing really happens, what happens in the end?
How far is this gonna get
When ignorance becomes regret?
What happens when it’s all too late?
Everyone can see the signs
Every day it is the time to make a move
But inside our bubble we complain
Though we should go out and make a claim
So everything remains the same
How to tell one day your child
That there‘s been times for us where we could choose?
Will we only realize
What chance we had when we‘re about to lose?
Anyone of us is here to make a choice
And anything that matters to be heard is just to make a noise
Isn’t it better to fail in trying
Than to see it coming and just stand by
Having the feet on melting ice
How to tell one day your child
There used to be a choice for everyone?
Wouldn’t it be somehow nice
To say we‘ve tried before that choice was gone?
To say we‘ve tried before that choice was gone…
How to tell one day your child
There‘s been times for us where we could choose?
Will we only realize
What chance we had when we‘re about to lose?
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6. |
Burning House
06:57
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7. |
Colors
05:18
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Dark are the clouds, no silver linings to be found
Bleak is the acid rain falling on a thirsty ground
White is the skin, getting paler with growing fear
Of every color cause all the other is nothing that belongs to here
Grey are the streets in which they’re gathering these days
Freedom of speech can be such a malleable phrase
Flags in the air to show the pride all dressed in black, red, gold
Distorted symbols in a mirror that our history holds
Reeducation, was it real or only time that passes?
The roots are deep, how can you dig it with rose-colored glasses?
And as the brown hate grew and turned to ’speak your mind’
Pied pipers dressed in blue came up to catch the color-blind
Are these alternatives, to follow lies and platitudes?
To hate the strange bar none and say it is an attitude?
No, we can’t look away or we will all be blind
Cause we have more to say to show that we are humankind
Let’s show them colors they can’t see
Let us paint the grey cold streets
Let’s share a love that they don’t feel
Let’s be all that they can’t be
On their color TV they see colorful lies
Only black and white people with their black and white minds
The place for color shades is occupied by hate
So what’s left for the self-appointed people of this state?
Are they dreaming of a nation based on purity and order
With rights for who deserves it and controls on every border?
Well protected from strangers who can’t even speak our language
From savages who take our jobs and girls and each advantage
All them Arab scum, the Negros, Chinks, the monkeys, Jews and dagos!
And you know what? Also them faggots, dykes and paradise bird gays
We don’t want them here to stay!!
And so we’ll end up in a desert made of grey
Let’s show them colors they can’t see
Let us paint the grey cold streets
Let’s share a love that they don’t feel
Let’s be all that they can’t be
Let’s choose what they refuse to be
Let’s be there where they appear
Let’s show all colors they can’t see
Everything that they can’t be
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8. |
Asylum
02:44
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May I stay a while?
Cause I am lost inside your eyes
Though I know it's just reflections from the sky
Let me be here for some time
I want to see this one more time
Show me what you hide
Oh, I am lost inside your mind
Cause I thought there'll be the answers I divine
But there’s so much I can't find
Yes, there is so much I can't find
Let me stay a while
So I get lost inside your life
Though I'm sure this is perfection that can blind
But I will take the risk this time
So let me stay here, in your life
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9. |
Where we belong
02:47
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10. |
Dissolution
21:15
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I
When I woke up this morning I instantly noticed that something had changed. Something was different. I looked outside, the sky was cloudy, the air was warm and heavy and the city idly started its day. Everything was the same as always. But it felt different.
I pushed that notion to the side and started my morning. Daily routine. Daily news, strong coffee, heavy head. However the further I got into the day, the more unusual it seemed. And then I perceived this throbbing. Dull. Constant. My first thought was headache or something. Nothing special, might have been a bad night again. But it wasn’t pain at all, not even some kind of feeling. This throbbing… was a sound. A sound I couldn’t really place but still something kind of familiar to me. So I listened.
I tried to find out what it was, where it came from. But I couldn’t locate any source nearby. The sound didn’t seem to belong to this place.
I listened more and more closely to this dull and steady noise. I mean, if I say steady… it wasn’t really a simple repetition, it was more a constant rumbling, like some sort of pattern changing from time to time. Anyway, the sound was now everywhere. I could hear it so clearly now, it was omnipresent. And no matter what I did or what I thought, I wasn’t able to ignore it. No matter how hard I tried. That really messed me up. What was it?
I tried to identify where I might know it from, the way you try to match a fleeting face to a name you once knew. And I remembered when I was a kid, sometimes when I was lying in my bed the night could have been so quiet that I thought I could hear the distant rumbling of some heavy railway wagons cutting through the empty night. But I’ve never found out what that sound really was… So, in this moment I realized that the sound I now hear was not coming from the outside. It didn’t come from my apartment, not from my neighbors, not from the street or the city or anywhere else outside. This sound was inside of me.
And I had no idea how to deal with that…
II
Hold your breath
As if for a moment you stop time
Swallow the air that gives you life
Breath out and let outside
What’s been inside of you for such a while
Take your hands
Over your ears and close your eyes
Silence the noise that is outside
This automatic life
It has nothing to do with what you hear inside
As all fades into the quiet
This one sound feels like a riot
Oh, this sound feels like a riot
So many questions fill your mind
And you don’t know if this is right
You don’t know if this is right
Look around
Is this a life you have defined?
So well arranged and so aligned
While you are staggering in your mind
Kind of funny how it all seems to collide
And as you laugh you start to cry
But you don’t know the reason why
You don’t know the reason why
Everything blurs before your eyes
But you‘re feeling so alive
Yes it seems that you are feeling more than ever so alive
III
Back and forth the rhythm it spins you around
Pulsing deeply, turning your mind upside down
Hold on, give me a break
It’s more than I can take
As the sound will not subside
You’re completely occupied
And you have to realize
Every pattern in your life
Which had grown over time
Is dissolving by and by
More and more you feel like you’re losing your ground
And in this mess you’re starting to cling to the sound
Hold on, you move too fleet
This pace I cannot keep
IV
Oh my hungry heart
You’re tearing me apart
Don’t give up this time
Keep us both alive
It is all inside
The pulse that gives you life
V
And as the answers slip through your hands
You see that questions make no more sense to you
But this beat that is pumping inside your veins
In all dissolution it still remains so true
Go on and feed your heart
So you’ll become the one who you are
Go on, go by
The sound inside
You hear, you feel
Breathe in, breathe out
Let in, let out
Be here, be free
Become the one
You are
The sound
Inside you feel
Breathe in, breathe out
Let in, let out
Be here, be free
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